14 hours ago
23 March 2009
for sure, nothing to do.
these endless holidays i've been having since february (when i coursed the admision lessons for college) dont make me feel good in any way... i'd even say that they bore me. going to bed at 5 am and waking up at 13pm everyday and have NOTHING to do in the whole day is not exactly my idea of a happy and plenity life. i feel useless, empty, bored and lonely.
as time goes by, everything in my life is still the same, nothing changes. It's always the same, the FUCKING same
im still single (yep, like it or not), im still a simple secondary school-graduated girl (im not starting college this year), im still unemployed and so on. i think i must get a job but... guess what? im just 17 :D im not able to get a job wherever i wanted to.
there was nothing i wanted more that to be the younger i could, enjoy the adolescence and the fact of being a girl but NOW i finished school i wanna do things that people of my age do
i wish i started my english lessons a year earlier so by now i could be studying to become a translator :(
whatever, this text is utter nonsense